i have no idea

Today is one of those days when I utterly feel like I have no idea what I'm doing, both academically and life in general. This is what happens when M leaves me alone too long. I recede into my head and am lost in there for hours without realizing it.

God, I miss her. And in missing her I am overwhelmed with the awareness of her absence. It is such an odd thing to notice, absence. Hmmm