something else

Why is it that when one area of life seems relatively smooth other areas feel like they're unraveling? I am unraveling. Sometimes when I feel so busy, busy all the time, I feel numb. And then all the emotions hit the surface and I feel like I'm overflowing. Remember when I said I felt that I needed to come undone? Well, maybe I should take it back because right now, I'm not sure what I'm feeling. The day was so beautiful; I was so happy and tonight, I am something else.