how many ways to come undone

I have felt wound up since Thursday or so of last week. I don't know if it's from the past rearing its head, if it's Ewing, other school stuff or just me issues. The tension has resided between my shoulder blades to the point I'm in almost constant pain and edgy. Not a great combination let me tell you. I need to come undone. I felt some release last night when I was so frustrated I couldn't hold back the tears. But it hasn't been enough release. I need to come undone. I love that phrase and never has Duran Duran's song resonated more.
Mine, immaculate dream, made breath and skin, I’ve been waiting for you,
Signed, with a home tattoo, happy birthday to you was created for you.

(can’t ever keep from falling apart.. at the seams)
(can’t I believe you’re taking my heart.. to pieces)

Ahh, it’ll take a little time, might take a little crime to come undone
Now we’ll try to stay blind, to the hope and fear outside,
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind
And blow me in to cry.

Who do you need?
Who do you love?
When you come undone.

(chorus)

Words, playing me deja vu, like a radio tune I swear I’ve heard before,
Chill, is it something real, or the magic I’m feeding off your fingers

(can’t ever keep from falling apart.. at the seams)
(can I believe you’re taking my heart.. to pieces)

Lost, in a snow filled sky, we’ll make it alright, to come undone,
Now we’ll try to stay blind, to the hope and fear outside,
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind -
And blow me in to cry.

(chorus)