december in the south

Wow, it's hot.

It's gotta be 70 degrees today. In DECEMBER! I didn't think I'd miss the cold but it kinda doesn't feel like Christmas when it's so damn hot. I am looking forward to being back in Bloomington and I'm even looking forward to the drive. It will be nice to be alone with music I want to listen to, with my own thoughts for a change. I'm beginning to think Will has it right about staying put at Christmas, but I know I'd miss my family if I did that, too. It's so weird to feel torn between two places at once. It doesn't feel like home anymore.